5.20.2010

weight of the world.

I went to the doctor today, and I have bronchitis again.  But really, that's not so much what bothers me (other than the fact he told me I really need to quit smoking).  I saw how much I weigh for the first time in forever.  I was not very happy about it.

I mean, I knew I gained weight.  I think most women know when they gain weight.  At least I do.  I just can't believe how much I've gained.  I didn't feel like I weighed that much, but now that I know I sure feel like I weigh it.

Yeah, it's a little ridiculous that I just made a post about a woman who's comfortable with her curves.  And I love my curves, I don't want to be rid of them.  Mostly I'm worried about health stuff.  And I already have a lot of health problems that run in my family.  I'm 22, I'm too young to weigh this much.  Not that I've ever been skinny.  Not that I want to be skinny, just healthy.

I just get so tired of it, I guess.

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